Submitted by Cupid on Sat, 2010-01-09 14:17
I am on either day 14 or day 5, depending whether you want to see it from the very beginning or from the day I had a wet dream. I feel confident to make it another 7 days, which would bring me to 21 days. I am also cinfident to make it to 21 days from the date I had the wet dream. I am going to promise myself, that if I have another wet dream, I am not going to indulge, I am going to wait until the end of the trial. Yesterday was difficult I felt a strong urge to watch some porn and masturbate. The storm is now receeding, the initial storm that I usually feel.
Submitted by Cupid on Tue, 2010-01-05 12:16
Day 11 - Tonight I feel will be successful, yesterday was and it was not successful, I had a wet dream! 
Submitted by Cupid on Sun, 2010-01-03 14:51
I am on day 9 and today I nearly forgot I was even giving up porn, I forgot about porn, this is good. I feel more determined to make this life work than I have done for weeks. 
Submitted by Cupid on Fri, 2010-01-01 15:56
Day 6 - Success
Yesterday then, was day 6 and I succeeded, easily. Today is day 7 and I am close to succeeding, today I have had A LOT of energy, a serious amount of it pulsating around me, I have meditated and wrote a lot today, I socialised a lot today too, I feel peaceful today, although I am ready to have some seriously good sex right now, I can feel my libido again, I can easily say NO to masturbating because I feel so peaceful, Anybody correct me if I am wrong, libido is the level of our sexual desire is it not? So a low libido meaning there is no desire for sex?
Submitted by Cupid on Fri, 2010-01-01 15:56
I was out for New Years Eve, litte to comment other than it was a success.
Submitted by Cupid on Wed, 2009-12-30 13:52
Ok, yesterday was successful, today I am pretty certain I will be too. I have a lot of energy, a usual effect for me, the storm has now passed, still a little windy but the hardest part, one of the hardest parts is over. The next and it feels good writing about this, it gets it clearer in my mind. The other hard part now, is REMEMBERING how bad that storm was, because if I knew, the difference, choosing not to masturbate and watch pornography, would be easier, so the hard part, is storing this energy and not releasing it.
Submitted by Cupid on Tue, 2009-12-29 13:59
Submitted by Cupid on Sun, 2009-12-27 15:36
The Goal; To give up orgasms, for 21 Days
(From experience at previous attempts. For me to have any hope, I WILL GIVE UP: masturbating & pornography too)
I have been using my journal recently but I have decided to post my goals, both to help myself and to help others. This may give me more motivation to succeed knowing others maybe observing my progress.
