Jebediah's blog

Well, this is my last and final post here on Reuniting. I’ve used abstinence forums in the past as support and it helped, but there was also a time when I had no support and was abstinent for even longer periods, I guess what I’m getting at is not to say it and just do it, (kinda like Nike). .gif" alt="smiley"/>!

I loathe being so outward with my privacy, but I’ll post this nonetheless. Last night I had a wet dream, and when I woke up I didn’t view porn or masturbate, and that was one of my insecure fears. Well, I’ve seemed to have conquered this demon. I feel good writing this and sharing it with this anonymous online community. Good day all!

All life is sorrowful and the world is an ever burning fire, so enjoy the stately dance of the mystic bliss beyond pain, for that is at the heart of every mythic rite.

I’m somewhere around one whole week of zero porn, and I even deleted my dating site profile, because I found that when women would message me about intimate encounters, I would become aroused and eventually I’d find my way to porn sites where I would deplete my energy and burn my brain out after masturbating several times. Eventually after masturbating several times in a row it would get harder to get it up and the fist pounding I had to give my penis was maddening.

I’m at around day 4 or 5 of abstinence, and this time I’ve deleted my favourite porn links from my favourites list, so I hope to avoid watching any porn whatsoever.

All life is sorrowful and the world is an ever burning fire, so enjoy the stately dance of the mystic bliss beyond pain, for that is at the heart of every mythic rite.

I made it past the 1 week mark of Ab, zero Mb or porn! I feel good.

I just had a serious revelation today, so I went out and bought some beer. I haven't had a drink in a dog’s age; I just finished swimming 30 min of laps. Sometimes when life makes your head spin, you just gotta have a drink, so cheers everybody! .gif" alt="smiley"/> Ahhh. I'm still abstinent, no solo sex for this monk, I think I'm really going to make it as a shunner of porn, but! I won't pass up the real thing.

Does the phenomenon known as hairy palms exist? Or was a fabrication to scare would be masturbators from practicing the ancient art of penis squeezing? .gif" alt="smiley"/> I’ve still got one beer left, and it’s past the witching hour. Cheers.

Well, what can I say! I'm at around day 4 of complete abstinence, zero porn, or masturbation, and no nocturnal emissions yet. I used to be a 3 month at a time complete abstainer, and I had nocturnal emissions regularly in intervals of 2 or 3 weeks. Recently I've been indulging in the pleasures of online adult XXX rated joy, but it has left me drained, so to speak. I feel the power in me growing stronger by the day, and yes I love it! The gift of virtue is one of ethereal power in all its grace.