So today marks day 69 no P, day 67 no MO.

Over the past couple days I've had morning wood, albeit weak ones, but still there. I generally am beginning to feel what many on here describe as libido. It's almost seemed like a legend, or mythical power or something up to this point. Hidden within me somewhere. Well, like an archaeologist, the last couple days I've been excavating this treasure. I can't say I've uncovered it, or even identified it. I have just begun to theorize what this mysterious feeling is. Libido.

This flatline thing is really fucking with me. I will feel like my libido is coming back and in almost minutes it can dip back down to flatline. I notice that I find little "sparks" so to speak in my libido. I made eye contact a day or two ago with a girl driving by and we both smiled at eachother and I felt that rush in my chest. No erection, let alone movement downstairs. But it was one of the first times I could "feel" my libido.

So day 56, week 8 is here.

56 days no P, 54 days no MO. To cover what I'm feeling, I'd say still a flatline. Very little life downstairs. Had morning wood the past few nights which is encouraging, but this morning I did not, which I attribute to alcohol consumption. Still not worried. I am more than halfway through my newly set goal of 100 days, so I got plenty of time to see what happens. I accept my slow reboot and embrace it.