Submitted by Wind River on Thu, 2010-03-04 13:24
Still doing well, if a more than a little tired and cranky. It's been a crazy week at work and tomorrow is going to prove to be a real bear and I feel that I may be tempted to revert back to my old familiar ways of coping with stress...namely porn and masturbation. But, as I have still not heard from my old nemesis, The Beast, in a few days, I think I'll be better able to chill out with a beer and my TIVO'd episodes of "Poker After Dark" (sounds like a porn title... :O )
Submitted by Wind River on Wed, 2010-03-03 05:16
Still going strong. The Beast is nowhere to be found...probably sulking in a dark corner somewhere. As long is he is nowhere near the forefront of my brain, flooding me with images of fantasies and fetishes, I'm fine with that!
Still not touching the computer for anything but Facebook surfing and writing (and, yeah, that 8 hour gig I do for money 5 days a week...). I'm feeling cleanand clear and, ya know, that lady I married is lookin' awful good :) I think I'll give her a massage tonight...
Submitted by Wind River on Tue, 2010-03-02 05:07
Pretty much the same as yesterday. The Beast is still out there somewhere. Now I get the sense that it is hiding. I've shown it that I mean business this time and that I am redesigning my life and schedules to keep it at bay.
Submitted by Wind River on Mon, 2010-03-01 05:32
Well, as all us porn/masturbation/orgasm addicts know, the first day is always the easiest. Our minds are made up, we're feeling good, the Beast has been tamed, at least for this day. And that's where I find myself this morning. After binging on porn and masturbation again, I'm blogging this month to keep myself on the path and also to chart the changes that a person may experience during the period of recovery from orgasm addiction.
