Day 64 can't keep up with this.

This flatline thing is really fucking with me. I will feel like my libido is coming back and in almost minutes it can dip back down to flatline. I notice that I find little "sparks" so to speak in my libido. I made eye contact a day or two ago with a girl driving by and we both smiled at eachother and I felt that rush in my chest. No erection, let alone movement downstairs. But it was one of the first times I could "feel" my libido.

I am not so worried as I am impatient at this point. Nearing 70 days and I have really nothing to note about my reboot other than a flatline. Although as of recent, this pendulum of good mood/bad mood/indifferent and libido/flatline/libido swings much more wildly. I could feel all of the above multiple times in a day. It's getting very hard to track how I feel or what stage i'm in.

All I know is that there have been ver very little changes physically down there. Hopin for the best. Hopefully these rapid changes and everlasting flatline are just the beginning of my rewire.

It would be great to read more of your stories on reboots of 100+ days. I'm interested to see more accounts of 9 week flatlines if there are any.

Still pushin'