Sensitivity Returning

Today is day 17 no PM. I had a wet dream a few nights ago, so I can't say no O. I'm at about 4 months in this journey.

I was driving to class two days ago and I noticed something encouraging. My brain drifted to a fantasy. I should not have entertained it, I know, but I was in that driving trance and I really did not pay a lot of attention to it until it was fairly advanced. I was having natural, normal, non porn looking sex with a normal looking, beautiful woman. I got a solid boner in the truck, just driving down the road.

It's interesting that I got this boner so easily. Previously, if I wanted to get a boner by fantasy, I would have to pull up my favorite porn videos in my head. I was mostly a participant in this fantasy too, instead of a voyeur.

The whole thing felt different too. It felt as natural as a fantasy can feel, I guess. I think it's encouraging.