I feel.....

I'm decorating my house for Christmas dancing to christmasmusic (I'll think I've gotten enough of it in a month, but for now it's just great) with Santa or what else I've got of ornaments...and felt the desire.
The Desire to life. The Desire to happyness. The Desire to love. The Desire to feel the man in my dreams....
I do have this very special, wonderful man of my dreams - he isn't just here right now. There is going a week or so before I'm in his arms again.
I want to touch his soul...I think I'm touching it now....
He should just know - shouldn't he.....