He needed to experience giving me an orgasm, because I think it was important to him, and he also might have wondered if I was able to have one. And so I took the fall, and had one.
We had been trying not to have an orgasm for our last few encounters, so this orgasm was, like, off the map. Gold star. But back to the experiment...
I had an orgasm, and then we rested, and he was saying, "I want one too." I just kind of lay there resting, thinking "maybe he'll change his mind in a minute..." and he did (!) thank God.
And I said, oh good!, then we can continue with the experiment, and he said, I don't want to be your control subject! and he was laughing. Control subject. He can do whatever he wants, I always am very conscious to say. We talked about anxiety and running away, which we both do.
So I was the one that took the fall this time, and was grumpy the next day for my hike in the woods with a good friend. And my lover let me know that he thought it was probably for the best, as he wouldn't know about it, and he had lots of work to do. A win win situation all around.
This is fun.