Spiritual "orgasms" during meditation

Submitted by wolf on Tue, 2009-11-10 18:03
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Recently, I've had a very bizarre experience during meditation that I wanted to share. It all started with a pleasurable sensation in the groin that eventually took over my entire body but clearly emanating from my groin. This went on for a solid 1/2 hour, total pleasure, no ejaculation, no hard on, nothing but pleasurable sensations.

I've tried to understand what this is, and I've done the mindfulness thing of going into the sensation, and to my surprise, I've discovered that when i go into it, it just intensifies and intensifies to the point that I start getting full body orgasmic convulsions as heat is just erupting from by groin and enveloping my entire body. Again, no hard on, no ejaculation, no sexual images, nothing except sensation. It's amazing and intense. The best way to describe it is that I feel the exact same intense sensation in my penis that I feel during ejaculation orgasm, I mean exactly, except that it's 10 times as intense, and it sends my body into a series of full blown orgasmic convulsions, and can last up to a half hour at a time. And during the day, they happen at random times, I can be doing something, and boom, I am getting an orgasm, again, no erection, no images, no ejaculation.

Has anyone else experienced this? I feel fine afterwards, but this seems very intense right now and I am not used to getting orgasms all day long. I've refrained from masturbation and spending the energy that way, because I am trying to conserve.

Does anyone have good exercises to do to balance all this energy? I feel I could use more grounding and more of the other shakras. it would be nice if this didn't happen to me all day long. I am not used to feeling like I am running on 220V instead of 110V, but it does have nice benefits such as amazing energy levels and clarity.

Submitted by hotspring on Tue, 2009-11-10 18:52.

Buy and read Lama Yeshe's "The Bliss of Inner Fire". It will explain what is happening to you and teach you how to manage it. You need to bring it up the central channel.

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Submitted by Marnia on Tue, 2009-11-10 20:15.

Have you read about kundalini experiences?

Do your best to stabilize.

Submitted by wolf on Tue, 2009-11-10 22:40.

I don't have the means to contain this, it's too early in my practice. This feels far too alluring and addictive. I am basically having internal orgasms all day, it's just swelling up my prostate gland with more seminal fluid, and making it worse.

I've had something similar a long time ago, but then, it was combined with a feeling of bliss and groundedness, and not this compulsive feeling this has. To me, this feels far too much like more "my brain wants to get high on dopamine" thing.

I should add the fact that I did help this a little by the fact that I was following the instructions of Mantak Chia for cultivating sexual energy. I don't think this practice really works. it's my own fault for mixing this up with my meditation practice. The acupuncturist I see is one of Mantak Chia's followers, and he told me this is normal and part of being multi-orgasmic. I don't really enjoy this.

I found a few references online where people who did Kegel exercises ended up with these prostate generated multiple internal orgasms. This sucks - it's one of these "forks on the road" where i took a wrong turn.

I really don't like this craving, compulsive feeling. I am tired of this sexual stuff running my life, it's a waste of time. I am beginning to see more and more the sense of what you are talking about in your book, Marnia.

I could use some advice on how to get off this dopamine train, and have my life return to normal. I prefer my normal blissful meditation where I can experience whole body bliss with subtle sexual sensations that don't send my mind into this dopamine-orgasm craving.

I should add that the acupuncturist had me on some herbal mix for fertility, I think I will not take these anymore, because this surely must be part of what is going on.

Submitted by insightful on Wed, 2009-11-11 01:38.

Hi, what I say is not mainstream but does come with real experience. I am uncertain if you are aware of William Reik's work (uncertain if I spelled his surname correctly (a bad habit), but his work has a lot of relevance with what you are describing and so is Ida Rolf's and others'.
Our system becomes rewired through our life, and blocks are occuring. Taking in consideration also what stage of your life you are and what you are using, the release of these blocks, reunites the normal functioning and this that you describe is part and parcel of it. It is not a matter of blocking it, but
more of finding a coping mechanism and allowing it to take place! Letting go of the old/false associations your body made, displays itself as the convulsive movements you describe and the release of your blocked libido.
My 0.2 cents worth!

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Submitted by Marnia on Wed, 2009-11-11 09:04.

Glad to hear you're getting off of the herbs. Some of them can really do a tap dance on the nervous system.

Can you find a way to "give" the energy to the world, maybe through massaging your sweetheart or some type of service? Traditionally, that has been found to be very good for balance.

Early on, I concluded that the "forcing" aspect of Chia's stuff wasn't so hot. How can you relax into a valley orgasm if you're always "doing" and "forcing" and "controlling??"

I'm not a fan of Reich, but I agree with Insightful that forcing yourself near the edge (which some of Chia's practices call for) and then "putting on the brakes" is probably not a good idea.

Karezza doesn't depend on that. It's more about relaxing into a shared state of happiness or bliss in an easy and natural way.

Keep us posted. Good luck.

Submitted by CharlesEdward on Sun, 2010-01-10 13:05.

Hey man. I just came on your posting cause I was looking up same thing that happens to me. Exactly. However I notice when Im meditating, it feels as though the energy goes all over me and my head and body begin to sway in the energy. I actually really like the feeling. However, I do think it means that my lower chakra is maybe over active. I am very sexual in nature so that could be why. But I just take deep breaths and "bath" in the energy that is coming up and all around me.
Thanks for your posting. Its smiley I am not the only one.
Charles

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Submitted by Marnia on Sun, 2010-01-10 13:15.

Meditation comes up here all the time, so it's great having your feedback. You're enabled to start a blog, too, if you'd find it convenient.

Also, if that's your real name, send me a PM and what you want it changed to. We want people to be able to contribute without fear that a friend would spot them.

Submitted by metta on Fri, 2010-11-26 18:30.

I had exact experience you described during meditation. it lasted not more than a minute.

http://www.reuniting.info/node/893#new

Submitted by redeemed112 on Fri, 2011-09-09 23:29.

I once read a book that talked about the fact that sex was created as a reflection of the kind of intimacy our Creator wants with us. I have found this to be true in my life. But what was revealed to me lately was that man has taken Spirit out of sex and made it purely carnal. I am a Christian and I have had this type of experience in which I felt God's Spirit enter my body and cause me extreme pleasure. Psalm 16:11 states that at His right hand are pleasures forevermore. This could very well include physical pleasure. Also, the Garden of Eden also means the Garden of Pleasure so one could say we were created for pleasure. I have seen persons drunk in the Spirit so why not other forms of physical (or rather Spiritual) pleasure. Hope this helps.