back and counting

Have been off line for ages as a result of moving house, so hi again to all aspirers towards integral oneness.

Have messed up big time whilst away, having got to 28 days on my first real attempt for 40 years ( one of the older campaigners). Still a positve in everthing and this has shown how important this web site is- thanks Marnia.

So day one tomorrow, having failed miserably today. Once back on line I though porn rather than reuniting. Confess that i did not want to visit the site because of wanting to taste that self medication a little longer, BUT

there is only one master that can be followed- fantasy and lust has had a vice like grip on me since 8, but Time for Change

A-U-M

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Marnia's picture

Welcome back!

Glad you're all moved. Did you notice any benefits while off-line?

Eventually found other ways

Eventually found other ways to access images, so not much really- society seems all so sexualised in any event, didn't have to go far.

No, doing meditation, fire breath, exercise and chants, but an added ingredient is definitely to come on this site and count, hopefully with others.

So day 1 completed, getting off now as feeling the pull just by having access to this mixed 'blessing'

Marnia's picture

Hope

your progress is smooth.