Broke a record: day 17

Broke my last record without even realizing it. I was driving the other morning and thought "oh jeez, I guess I have?". Started training at my second job and it's been fairly intense and mildly stressful. I have been eating okay, not great, and doing mild cardio. I imagine I feel better than I would without the supply of energy. This seems to work better when you put forth the work. I may get stressed and that seems to get me back to "average" but once it subsides I'm back to Batman! Interesting how that works.

I also don't want to give the wrong idea but I have managed to have a few internal orgasms and they are incredible. I wil not share the specifics but if somone wants to email I will be happy to give more info. Again, I don't plan on being solo, and like Marnia says, the goal is not to be single forever. However, it's a wonderful stress reliever and I feel rejuevenated.

I notice that I actually start to talk to more women without even thinking about it. Like it's just natural, no "courage" needed. I asked a girl I work with out for Monday becuase that is my next free night. I'm not overly interested in her, but thought we could have some fun. This happens most when I am out in the world and being busy, like this week. Given, I have been stressed so we will see if this works better once I get into a more regular flow. Hope everyone has had a great week!