Abstinence, Day 16

Submitted by Tomato on Wed, 2010-05-26 22:09
Community topics: 
wet dreams
abstinence
dreams
Temptation
Fantasy
chi

SICAS: Orange - 4

I've been seriously distracting myself for the last few days in order to counter the intensity (usually "Red - 5") of my impulses. Nevertheless, I have still managed to find some time to fantasize about some rather complex scenarios--though I have stopped mid-thought a number of times. Anyway, I have not masturbated, I have not used porn, I have not orgasmed. But my initial concerns about my ability to fantasize have proven to be well-placed, I think. In the past, this kind of fantasizing has usually led to my seeking out cyber-sex chat partners in short order.

Lots of sexual dreams. (As a side note: no wet dreams. I have never had a wet dream, in fact.)

I've enjoyed researching chi (xi) energy. There are some good internal techniques there, which resemble traditional yoga, so far as my reading has shown. As for external manifestations of chi energy... well, let's just say that I'm not quite so persuaded as of yet.

Comments

Submitted by Courage on Wed, 2010-05-26 22:32.

Keep it up. Beware of those thoughts, they usually lead to one place. Don't worry about the dreams though, there's not much you can do about those. I've been having lots of silly dreams lately myself, not sexual just odd dreams. I never pay attention to them.

Lots of love
Courage