Turning point ?

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Progress:

For the past seven years I had almost shut down most of my physical activities (exercise, yoga martial arts etc.) for the sake of my career and also because of my sedentary life style.

Now , through occasional adventures I have realised that I cannot live without my physical workouts.

Not been able to get rid of m/o completely but have made good progress with bonding behaviors from the last one week.

As I am getting more free time with my new job schedules I have major plans to restart some of the activities that I used to do earlier. Yoga, martial arts, swimming, motor bike stunts and badminton to name a few !

I want to start going to the music classes again. And with love in the air at home I am sure I am going to forget about p.

When I used to be very busy ( which means both physical and mental work) I used to forget about p/ m for months together about ten years back,

I remember those days.

I want to stop counting days and completely forget about m/p.

Wish me good luck.

Thanks to all.

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Oh thats so nice of you Marnia

I have a lot of questions to ask you. I wonder how you earn your livelihood. Sorry if this is a personal question. Most of the things in this site are free.
How do you find so much of free time. I wish I could contribute. But am right now not in a position to do so.

Coming back to yoga( asanas to be precise): yes I will start it from tomorrow morning, I promise.

Right now from the past two days I have been doing japa and pranayama.

Well, that is a personal question

but I'm happy to answer it.

I do this because it is my life's work. The porn angle was unexpected...but actually the karezza angle was too. It just came earlier in the time line.

This all started when I made a deal with Spirit about twenty years ago to serve...until I hit a wall financially. To my amazement, I haven't hit it...due to various deceased relatives who died at ripe old ages. So the mission continues. smiley In short, I don't earn my living, but I sort of feel like I'm on the divine payroll. I do my part; it takes care of me without harming anyone else. This is one reason I believe karezza creates abundance.

Sorry, I meant

that when I set my desire to serve, I knew nothing about karezza (and nothing about intimate relationships as a means of clearing up perception), and had no idea that it was part of what I would be devoting my time to. It was a surprise. True, I had read a Taoist book a few years earlier, but had found no one to practice it with, so it was gathering dust on my shelf at that point. smiley Half forgotten.

Marnia

That's a great story. I understand.

Abundance is ensured when you give.

In our place there is a Goddess called Annapuneshwari. Anna means bread in my language.

It is said that those who give bread to the needy everyday, goddess Annapoorneshwari sees to it that the giver's bowl is always filled.

:)

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In short, I don't earn my living, but I sort of feel like I'm on the divine payroll.

Thanks

That was interesting. I think of the practice of karezza (by whatever label) as a form of nourishment resulting from the exchange of affection, so this means a lot to me.