Day 0, starting again

I'm currently on Day 11 of my previous run. Now day 0 after giving in. I've had a lot on my mind. So of course the addictive mind was proposing a superficial solution. I looked at some porn, didn't find it particularly arousing. I was about to close the window but then thought, oh I already gave in and watched the videos. So, then I went back to it. I've made some small progress til today. But, that's all part of the process. I had to file a complaint due to my landlord not fixing the problems I'm in my apartment. I've been a bit more aggressive this week, just moody. Going from melancholic, angry, to feeling "okay". I'm not mad at myself, disappointed but not overly upset. I was thinking too much and that's what messed me up. That and feeling lonely. I feel a bit tired, but I felt that way before the act. I'll just try to do better next time.