Porn is Back.

Wow things don't seem to be going well right now, i went on a binge period, after a somewhat successful abstinance period.
I'm starting to learn masturbation & orgasm, lowers glucose in the blood, and brain. and basically that's what makes you feel dizzy.
I'm also understanding hypo- glycemia creates nightmares. and ive been having nightmares lately, terrible ones.
I really didn't know this 3rd aspect of negativity. I didn't know that it decreases blood sugar levels. but i do remember watching a video of a girl having an orgasm, and the guy saying make sure you drink alot of gatorade because your body loses alot of fluids.
My point being I feel awful brain-wise right now. and this is like the nail in the coffin for me seeing that theres yet another negative of masturbation. I feel so not at equilibrium right now. its really bad. last time I masturbated to orgasm and watched porn, was 9pm 8/9/2010.
Here goes yet another abstinance period, hopefully a successful one!

Hey Jake... I just did the same thing you did today. Starting over does suck. But stay positive. I didn't know about the decrease in blood sugar levels. Thanks for the info.

You learn why you desire success.

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theory, although we'd agree that things go on in the brain after intense stimulation.

Today an Ayuredic expert offered to send me some information about Vedic remedies to help with post-O crashes. I've responded enthusiastically. I'll share whatever I learn.

I hope that masking the symptoms (if his suggestions do that) doesn't just make it easier for some of you to dig deeper holes. smiley Guess we'll find out!