Going towards 5th week

Its been a while I have not updated my blog. I am recovering from some stomach bug. I thought it was a pain that comes due to porn de-addiction but My doctor concluded that it is a viral infection. I sometimes still have that urge to look at computer and check e mails obsessively. My wife reminds me of this often and I tend to notice it too and be alert. I spend spare time learning to draw and paint and the rest with my family.
This week was quiet exciting as the wife's trust improved a little more on me. I keep a track of her mood swing and discuss it often to identify the problem areas I have as I am still training my brain to not Isolate myself from family and friends.
Nothing much to tell other than the fact that I find myself improving a lot in communicating with people. Also I am learning to speak only what is needed and what is safe for my existance than speaking something unwantedly and getting into trouble.
I tend to look at women normally now, no primitive brain activity comes, even if it tries, I am able to identify the activity before it reaches my senses and move it to the frontal cortex.
We are now trying slow karezza and bonding behaviours which helps us more in becoming close mentally and spiritually.
By the way as a reward I received nice formal shirts from my wife for completing 4th week successfully without seeing porn.
The rewiring of my brain continues and I will be back with more exciting improvements soon.. Take Care..