day 18

Things are going well. Nothing crazy is going on. I am employed and am in school and i have a place to live, so i am feeling a kind of bliss that I havent had in a while. I live in a part of town with lots of healthy people around my age and I am feeling good. Finally, after a year of trying to abstain and work through pure hell at times, there is some fruit. My relationship to men and women are better, Im a little more social, active, and healthier than I was before. Overall, I can tell the difference between a year. I think Im growing some receptors back.