Day 18, Week 3

Today I felt rather moody. A bit depressed, probably due to stress. Had some ocd and self defeated thought patterns. I felt numb like nothing was worthwhile...then had porn images in my head that were taunting me. It's been a hell of a battle this week. I don't want to slip up though, I want to see what I'll feel like at 2 months atleast. I've had a few minor pains in the groin area, which usually happens about this time. (it tends to go away later though) I just felt like I had so much sexual energy I was gonna go nuts. I was attracted to a lot of girls today, it was ridiculous I'm thinking "god what is wrong with me today?" It took me a while to get in a social mood at work. I still felt anxious talking to people. But I did try to talk to a few people and talked to a few girls . I also got employee of the month so that's a good thing! Gonna go to bed though and get some rest.