Today I realised how booooooooooooooooooooring the reboot can be, I'm as motivated as ever, but boy does it drag on, the lack of libido that is rather than not wanting to watch porn/fantasises, both of which I find easy. I'm quite an impatient person, may be thats why, additionally morning wood was back down to 60% today so that may be having an impact on my thoughts,
I amended my spreadsheet today, to scatter around my 5 or 6 benefits and triggers for failure against random dates along my 'path'. I kinda like that (it helps motivate me and keep me on the path) as I had done it on a few dates anyway and its nice to read a random reason as to why i should quit.
I'm going to see if i can work out how to do an advent calendar type entry so i can enter them for all days in december to Christmas, if i do that now hopefully I will forget about what the entries were by December.
I'm working from home today, perhaps that's adding to the boredom, may be i will rent a movie tonight to give me something to look forward to.
Despite the boredom, still very motivated...4 weeks is just days away now...I think around 5 weeks is the longest I've been, but I don't fully recall.