Am I a freak of nature?Help! [1]

I been writing on YBOP and I want to hear helpful oppinions( if that exists ) from you people.I am 34,single.I been using PMO for 20years multiple times a day I was shy approaching women.Lost virginity at 27 with prostitute.Before my libido was so high,I could be aruosed with just looking at woman now it so low I get aroused only on porn,I stopped porn when I saw that I go for mor harder and harder stuff.When I masturbate I am erect,but when I am with a women I get Performance anxiety and ED,all I think of is :will it go up?And it doesnt go up,I can't get those minds out of my head.Now I am 1 month without PMO and I am determinated to go as much as it takes to reach objective.Before one week I had sex with girl,It did not go up,I had to masturbate to get it somehow up,and I succeded.Yesterday I tried with the same girl,no response.I masturbated ,it did not go up,but when I touched her vagina I came instantly.I did it two times.So now I suffer from ED,Performance anxiety and premature ejaculation.I get morning woods,mentaly and phisicaly I am OK, but something is wrong with me did I damaged myself with the overuse of PMO so that I am now freak of nature,a man that can not do what man is supposed to do.Will rebooting help,is there any help or hope please?