Submitted by Chemicallydriven on Sat, 2010-05-15 03:25
It's been a while since I've blogged, been ill and then trying to make up for being ill. I feel again I made a big mistake commiting to a marriage with zero intimacy and his progressive sexual disfunction. I found out what the doctors wouldn't tell him or I. That his lack of sensitivity sexually is penile neuropathy. Eventually his erections will even cease to occur, it also said most men will not even miss them due to the fluctuating chemicals that kill desire, that I am afraid already happen. He gets an erection no problem but there is rarely desire.
Submitted by Lazarus Arisen on Sat, 2010-05-01 09:32
It's not my style anyway, especially when I seek input or opinions - but I am throwing the door wide open here for opinions and input with no backlash whatsoever - all I ask is that side tangents not stray from the point - I'll take input from everyone/anyone, because essentially, I"m in need of polling the masses.
Submitted by Lazarus Arisen on Sun, 2010-01-10 08:32
Another day - a really strange one, I'm super sleepy - maybe was just up too early yesterday, but slept late, barely stirred when she left for work. Finally got the first few steps of yoga worked on yesterday - still a little frustrated that she's not picked up PBTS yet, but I've also got to check the drop box, Cupid may have gotten here by now. Can't figure out the general blah, only want to sleep feeling tho.
Submitted by Lazarus Arisen on Wed, 2010-01-06 06:00
We've made it another day successfully. I did have a little bit of feeling of one-sidedness last night with her nightly rubdown because there was little talking/communication during it - but she has had a lot of pain, so I chalked it up to that. Granted, I am a realist, I am also aware that it may indicate that she did solo pleasure yesterday and I am simply not aware of it. But I'm trying to go positive here.
