confession

Confessed addiction to a girl

This is my 12th day of the quit and I have been feeling really aggressive and open to the world.

There has been this girl who i've been getting close to over the internet, i really like her and she likes me too. She has been wanting to meet me for a long time but i keep turning her down because of my anxiety, addiction and ED troubles. Today she mentioned to me about meeting up this is where i confessed...

Honest Confession

Its great pleasure to tell u people that this is my 15 th day without masturbation or porn. I have been trying to get hold of this monster for the past 5 years but it always got away and kept winning (& me always losing). Its been eating me for the past decade and a half . I started off into this dangerous world with just a bit of curiosity but slowly and slowly got so much entangled into it . i found it was impossible to live without these . i have lost my social ability to a large extent , got only little bit to get on with my things . I am nothing more than walking dead body .

A Brief, Comprehensive Introduction to Me 2.0

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"The Lord is pleased with you [Me 2.0]. You coming here and confessing your sin has liberated you from the gates of hell." -Fall of 2006

I can't describe the amount of relief I felt upon hearing those words from a priest. He was a bearded fellow, not too old but bald. Before absolving me we had a weird exchange:

"And how many times have you masturbated?"
"Uh, I'm not really sure."
"More than 20?"
"Um, [pause] yes."
"more than 100?"
"Yes!"
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The Obstacles to my non-conventional misuse of masturbation

Hi!
Welcome to my blog.
In it, I will have two kinds of posts- one is sharing useful recources I've found online;
The second type- like this one- will be just confessions, or ranting, or spilling out everything .

I was thinking about how tricky this issue is for me. and to make things simpler, I've made a list:

1. Firstly, my specific *pushing-all-the-buttons* kind of "pornography" is NOT considered pornography at all.
that's why I have to tweak web filtering software even more and even then it's pretty useless...
I happen to attract to muscular guys, bodybuilders etc.

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