day 1

Hey guys, today is not the official start of the 60 day challenge since I said to myself that I wanted to start it when I wake up. Just going to write about some strategies I am consider doing to implement throughout the challenge, and hopefully they will carry over after the challange. I believe it is important to have at least some plan for tackling this. Many of us have come to the point where we find ourselves with a sex addiciton which we have struggled and failed countless times to overcome.

So, I haven't posted in a while and I've decided to start a blog to clear my head and hopefully help others as well.

I've been wanting to stop p/m/o for give or take 2 months now. My record till now is 9 days without m/o (I did watch some porn 2 times I think). I'm not happy with that number and it feels like I'm going in circles, not making any real process. So now I've decided to start blogging to keep myself on track (among with a number of other steps I took). With this blog it feels like I'm part of a team and we're all playing the same highstakes game. Even if I'm tired and want to stop, or when I want a moment to catch my breath, I would let you all down.

A Blog! What a good idea for these experiments. Day 1 of experiment 2. The first experiment ran 19 days. I need to learn more... I feel that physical transformation/transmutation of energy wasn't successful. In fact, I'm beginning to wonder if the whole "energy" model or metaphor is as useful as I'd thought... I'll explain that a little more.