energy

(I started writing a comment in another blog post but then it was getting so long and monologue'ish I thought I should make this a blog post. Here's the original post I was inspired by: http://www.reuniting.info/node/11113)

I want to share some ideas on unconditional love cause I'm noticing that my ability to love is really shifting for me now as I redirect my sexual energy towards being giving and loving. I guess it's also about having clearer boundaries.

I feel a weird energy lately that seems new. I’ve had my share of withdrawal before so I’m confused. I’m in the thick of withdrawal time-wise, but this feels different. I felt something coming before my last relapse and at that point of roughly a month, I would have had reasonable clarity. It doesn’t feel like anxiety in the sense that it seems more active and heart centered and less withdrawing and gut centered. It waxes and wanes throughout the day and through it all I’m actually quite tired, sleeping more than usual, but perhaps resting less.

A few years back, I read most of the book Think and Get Rich. One aspect of the book that stood out, is that the author says that most successful men are married and they got married young. He basically said, these men we able to use the same energy that most men use to chase women and apply it to their business or what either other pursuit the were looking to achieve rather then trying to get laid. So when we look at women, one way to stop objectifying them, is to start seeing them as a potential wife rather than a "hook up" or a "lay".

Seems I've hit another flatline. Might be that I haven't been around my girlfriend in a couple of days, but I haven't gotten any spontaneous erections.
I've also been feeling really sluggish and I get the chills occasionally, which kind of scares me. I exercise all the time so I should have lots of energy, but it hasn't been there for about a week.

I've also been trying to convince my girl to pursue college instead of a career in the military due to slight money problems. It's got me a little depressed, but idk how much bearing something like that would have.

I remember a post, perhaps by Darryl, describing changes that occur as one practices karezza for many years. Basically, the writer said that, as one practices, the body seems to learn to handle more and more energy. Can anyone point me to that post?

Thank you very much for your help.

Some time ago Marnia suggested that I contact Diana and Michael Richardson regarding any plans they might have to work in Canada. I wrote recently on behalf of all of us and received the following reply:

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At present we have no fixed plans to work in Canada. However, we shall be sure to let Marnia know the moment we find the right venue and the right moment.

I am curious how others are experiencing the relationship between sexual and magnetic energy. It seems that my partner and I lean in our unions more to one or the other and that there is an inverse relationship between them. It's as if the sexual energy masks the magnetic energy. Is this how you have experienced and conceptualized it?

I wanted to get an overview of folks responses to a question/observation I've had.

I've heard much of my life about avoiding having orgasms builds a "sexual energy." I recall at one sales meeting that it was mentioned as a way to spend your energy on selling than on sex, and that sex drained your energy for that from you. And there are comments on this site about the relationship of energy gained by avoiding orgasm.

A Blog! What a good idea for these experiments. Day 1 of experiment 2. The first experiment ran 19 days. I need to learn more... I feel that physical transformation/transmutation of energy wasn't successful. In fact, I'm beginning to wonder if the whole "energy" model or metaphor is as useful as I'd thought... I'll explain that a little more.