Submitted by fcjl8 on Sat, 2011-11-12 07:11
Well today marks my 6 weeks of no PORN/MASTURBATION. Lots of ups and downs , as I have reported on my blog, now more ups. I so value the opportunity we have here, thanks to Gary and Marnia, to talk to each other and share. Also, you guys, going through the same thing, but in your own individual ways are so courageous to share in such an honest way.
Submitted by fcjl8 on Thu, 2011-11-10 16:49
No pornography in my life for 40 days!
Yes, besides my contact with this wonderful site and a few lingering moments of guilt and regret for lost time, i don't even think of porn.
A 50 year old who consumed pornography since my teens and I have left it far behind, cold turkey. I'm not bragging just offering this up as an example of what any of us can do.
Now, I did begin readying myself for this change about 2 years ago. Just getting my mind aligned for the commitment I knew it would take.
Submitted by fcjl8 on Tue, 2011-11-08 17:50
So I just realized that I have been counting off the days and missing the weeks. I know others prefer to blog less, and report on major day(targets). Maybe I just can't shut up, in love with my own voice? But I feel kind of weird if I don't fill in my blog. insecure? I don't know but the blog does help.
Submitted by fcjl8 on Sat, 2011-11-05 17:15
Wassup All,
Saturday evening hanging with the family on day35 no PM. Loving today more than the last few weeks, totally done with PM. Looking forward...not back...keep on marching.
Man, it has had it's moments but...the freedom from porn addiction is so awesome!
Getting morning wood every morning now! At age 50, and I thought I had no ED, this regular morning wood had stopped years ago I just didn't notice. No multiple trips to pee at night either, sleeping is getting good. No weird dreams or flashbacks except Monday night's sugar "2 Broke Girls tv show" induced dream.
Submitted by Equil on Wed, 2011-10-05 15:22
Something I thought would never happen just happened today, I told my parents and my brother about my addiction to porn (after a lot of tears), I'm so happy I did it. I live in a Christian home so I was expecting much worse but what I got was support and "You're not the only one this has affected", of course my parents think watching porn isn't good as do I. I'm happy that they are going to support me with this.
Submitted by iamclean on Fri, 2010-12-17 06:40
They increase in numbers! 
Submitted by dutchhollander on Sun, 2010-02-07 11:17
About the many incoherances or dragging on or moving along to random topics its what i do now...
