busy

SICAS: 4 - Orange

I'm tired. It's been a very busy day. I've managed to stay too busy to be able to masturbate. (This was actually by design.) It's a full moon. Those are usually bad days for me, so I was trying to ensure that I had enough to do that I didn't turn to porn out of frustration. It was still a bad day. I had a conflict with a friend.

I did briefly fondle myself in the shower while fantasizing. But I didn't let it go very far and got out quickly when I realized that I was headed in that direction.