This new place is very different. Meeting new people is fun and since i don't know their language, its a challenge too.

I have this pattern since the last 3 weeks. i make it to 6 days without fail. on weekends if i get drunk, i give in. however i don't really like drinking at all. have to drink so that i can socialize with people. so when i can live a life of my preference of no drinking, it will become even more easier to tackle this problem.

After a long long time... like ~ 3 months.. i've repeated my feat of 1 week of abstinence... i'd like to explain this alongside what happened with me last friday..... i've had a romantic feelings for only one girl from my past......i was like 16 and mad about her but she didn't like me at all.. and last week when she sent me a friend request.. something suddenly changed in me.. i didn't want to go for pmo.... and this is not the first time such a thing has happened with me....in the past...each and every time when i have been reminded about her by something or someone.......

I have been away from Reuniting for several months, so I shall briefly review the problems that brought me here in the first place, and the circumstances that have prompted me to post again. I was a moderately compulsive pornography user (< 5 x / week), and the images that I consumed were incongruent with mutually agreeable sexuality in my marriage. Moreover, the pornography use caused me to seriously think about infidelity. Just prior to my last posts, I had completed 42 porn-free days, and believed that I had learned two things.