Submitted by Anonymous on Fri, 2011-07-08 11:36
Besides the fact that my hunger is at a all time high!! I am on the computer 24/7.. I'm either on twitter or on facebook.. I also get on here to listen to music and to follow my job applications.. I never use to be on the computer this much.. if it's not this.. I'm watching tv or playing video games.. ahhhhhhhhh.. I feel OCD.. idk wat to do about it!!also .. My penis is limp.. I get random erections.. but its extremely dead..
. if that makes any sense.. Like its just there.. its shrinks allot.. and idk why ..
Submitted by Anonymous on Tue, 2011-07-05 23:26
its day 2 without any p and day 31 no M.. I am going crazy because I can't touch myself.. My mind is cluttered.. and I am rude and snobie with people.. I feel soo lost and confused.. and I don't feel like myself.. ahhhhhh.. I've been moping around the house all day just feeling low.. and down .. for no particular reason.. I've had really bad mood swings the past couple hours.. and I feel like I am going to strangle somebody.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... idk what to do with myself.. I don't have motivation to workout, or talk to people..
Submitted by handisband on Thu, 2010-07-15 05:38
So far I'm on day 16 of the mission. During the early morning and afternoon is when I feel aroused and start to have erections while sitting and thinking about women I've met.
One thing I notice is that I allow a flashback to happen and then gently fade it away vs trying to force it out of my mind. I was reading the Barry Love article on making love to sensation and masturbating to the feeling and sensations. The trouble I would have right now is that I would resort to a porn fantasy during this process and get distracted.
Submitted by handisband on Tue, 2010-07-13 15:50
I am a little over 30 years old.
So I've gone 14 days without an orgasm or masturbation. In this period I have watched a lot of pornography on the internet, but refused to masturbate to it. When I didn't watch porn on the internet I would go as far as to go to department stores and feel women's skirts, blouses, and panties on the racks. This would trigger an naughty arousal in me. The soft nylon and silky fabrics gave me an arousing feeling.
