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Oh boy I am at it again

Submitted by arborrider10 on

So last night I was up all night looking at porn. And I was a hour late for work. I dont think I am going to be fired. But again this problem is effecting me. I dont know what to do. I know i need to stop, i know why this behavior is harmful and yet i go back. I have tried getting rid of my computer, puting locks in and other methods and I always go back.

I only feel bad when iam alone

Submitted by arborrider10 on

So I should mention that i developed this bad twist to my porn addiction. I developed another addiction as well. I have been chewing tobacco for some time and started chewing while viewing porn and so on.

So i quit tobacco for two years and then started up again.
So quitting tobacco is elevating my desire to view porn. I am on the patch again and iam trying to quit again. Today was my 5th not chewing. I also noticed that when i did look at porn, it was a quick viewing 20 mins or so. Compared to much longer times in the past.

Anyhow, I have noticed a few things over the past few days.