Well my thoughts and desires did me in again after a week of no PMO at all. Its so funny because what did me in the first time when i relapsed a few months back were flashbacks of "real" encounters, these past two times have been both P flashbacks. I guess it makes sense since the P is so fresh in my mind. Im not really discouraged though, Tomorrow is a new start. Its like if I were building a jenga tower of blocks and I got a quarter ways up and they all fell, Im peeved but Im not just gonna sit there staring at the blocks on the floor, Im gonna start rebuilding.