The ch'ung mo, or thrusting channel rises from the base of the penis, goes up between the tu mo and jen mo channels and ends in the heart.—from "Taoist Yoga" by Charles Luk

I had some ideas on oxytocin come to me this morning. I was about to type them into my journal, then I thought I might as well put these ones here to see if I can stimulate a conversation on this topic. I'm hoping you'll be able to add to my observations and enrich this topic beyond what have I come up with.

To start with, here are the basics---

So the last few days I've been breaking all my rules one after another. First on wednesday I watched some porn for the first time for about a month. Boredom was the driver who steered me to close to be able to escape the gravity of all the gorgeousness just waiting for me to appreciate it. I didn't masturbate, I just enjoyed the feelings of excitement and tried to exercise my abilities in controlling and transforming it. So in that respect it did serve a little bit of purpose. Then yesterday I did much of the same with masturbation without porn involved.

Hi
Last night my girlfriend was in the mood and we got the boggie on but my dancing skills have obviously suffered from this path of non-spillage. I was so hyper sensitive that just coming into her was about enough for me, I guess her wanting me to put on this vibrating penis ring didn't help much either. Well, I thought I had things somewhat under control anyway but that was before she got the contractions of an orgasm going on.. The orgasm isn't the same when what is going through your mind is "failure".

Day 12.