Lust

social v sexual monogamy

In this forum and in CPA it mentioned that pair bonders are socially but NOT SEXUALLY monogamous. For example:

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Now that I have seen both sides

As a single person I always pondered what it was like to be finally rid of mother nature's nagging of go find a female NOW. I experienced that, and I must say it wasn't what I expected. I had a balance, and certainly contentment with what I had, but that was it. Everything was fine, bland, plenty of energy, happy, but bored. I had all the same work load, 40 hour a week job, with cooking and cleaning and maintaining several properties. I did it all, still happy, but just missing that extra push that I had. I didn't crave it, but I did miss it.

60 Day Attempt

Not going too well. Every sexual relationship I have had has become fodder for my mind. I still look at porn and don't want to, but, there you go. I think it's been five days without 'fulfillment' and my mind is in the gutter perpetually. Anywhere I go I attempt not to gawk at women but can't really seem to figure it out. It's not that I want to give up, but at times it just difficult to get past the thought that no matter what I'll be lusting after women. I know they say it fades, but does it really?

I was lost, but now I'm found...

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Hi again folks

I always thought there was something weird to that part.

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So I found this book Merc had for a while at his place.

It's about how to have hot and pleasurable sex, the urm... sell-your-kids-to-have-more...variety? That's such a weird way for this book to put it, smiley.

Oh my god, I starts blog!

It's about time. I was hoping to get around to doing this.
To start things off, a little info about me.

I'm a girl, age 20, living with my parents, going through the very difficult path of self-learning. I have Inattentive Attention Deficit Disorder and Clinical Depression, two massive mental weights that is keeping me from doing the usual things like getting a decent job going long enough, or doing alright in college. I'm currently waiting for therapy to start so I can get back on my feet.

Merry xmas and lust for thy neighbour

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My avoidance of porn seem to have forced my reptilian brain to a new strategy. The attention previously given to lubed up pornstars in various more or less gymnastic poses seem to be redirected towards innocent women I encounter in the grocery store or wherever I'm at. Eeek I try to not let my lust run away with me but.. I can't help it, I want them all sooo badly! Why do they all have to look so good and make me feel all fuzzy and warm inside. I don't want to lust for everyone around me like this, I feel like a creep..

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