Submitted by Marnia on Sat, 2008-11-08 09:36
Every bit of emotional clearing you do will make it easier to open up to deep intimacy with a partner. Don’t hesitate to find a support group and/or therapist to help with this process.
Submitted by thelongrun on Tue, 2012-01-03 13:38
Hi folks,
I'm back. Need to be.
Noticing I left of "clean and sober" and that many of you that knew me then might think that I am "cured." Wrong. I have relapsed.
It probably started about 6 months after meeting a my new "godess" and has continued on and off since then. Nothing like the daily torture of porn addiction it was (hours and hours of searching for that "right" scene to get me off.) But it happens about once per week or two I guess.
Submitted by ineedstrength on Wed, 2010-09-01 08:04
Been brooding over the fact that my ex (son's mom) is trying to get under my skin via text. Basically she's trying to pawn my son off on me, and since I have relatives in town she feels that she can pawn him off on them. Without consideration for the fact that I did off work around 11 Sunday night, so I the next day watched him from 7ish to noon. Then day after 7:30am to 12ish. So she tried pushing my buttons by typing in all caps to rudely ask me when I'm going to watch him. So, I told her I'd let her know if my schedule changes.
Submitted by ineedstrength on Thu, 2010-08-12 12:04
Feeling moody, woke up and I was okay. Met up with my ex's mom to watch my son for 3 hours. She was polite and civil. It was very hot outside(so I didn't didn't want to take him to the park) so we just stayed around the mall. He had alot of fun with the rides. So then later, his great grandad showed up to take him to his house. The conversation was civil, the only thing that bothered me after that was that he asked me if I had work. Which I didn't have work today.
Submitted by ineedstrength on Sun, 2010-08-01 06:16
So, I've been recording my voice and working on my vocal projection, articulation of words and overall delivery. I'm soft spoken and I need to break that (as a man especially!). I've had bad experiences where people thought I was the push over type. Often times they'd say I was too laid back or too calm. Which brings up another topic: during my childhood I was played on ritalin because, the teacher said I was a disturbance. But I personally remember days where I was just not interested in math. Yet I was very artistic, always drawing.
Submitted by Fisherman on Mon, 2009-12-21 04:16
I haven't relapsed or anything. I've felt quite stable, if tired.
Lately, I've started to feel 'lonely'. I have friends. I hangout every weekend, and I have plenty to do. I guess I'm actually starting to really feel like having a partner. I haven't had this strong a loneliness since I was a teenager. Every other time, I was self-medicated, and the feeling would quickly disappear. I checked my Oracle several times, and it never has anything to do with wasting energy or some kind of addiction. Today, it says this.
