Submitted by Debug on Mon, 2012-01-16 20:26
Well, I suppose today is the day I finally start getting my life back in order. I've got a tall order to fill... and I'll be keeping track of my progress here. The effects of ocd began to take it's toll on my life about two years ago... however I never really began to feel the effects until about a year ago. As time has gone on I have put on a fair amount of weight, plunged further into anxiety and continued to experience a gradual loss of libido. Now since I am on SSRIs for my ocd (which has completely killed off my libido)...
Submitted by Manwe on Tue, 2011-12-27 07:40
I have been on and off abstinence for a while and I am now coming up to two weeks no pmo again. One of the main reasons I decided to quit pmo was because of my increasing internal aggression and hatred towards other people but especially women. It is not something that I want, in fact I very much want to change, however I find it extremely difficult and doubt whether or not it will ever happen.
Submitted by lilfer05 on Sat, 2011-12-17 10:15
Hey guys, i'm coming back to say that i'm starting over again. Back to square 1. I've surpassed my record of 23 days of no pmo and went for 43 days then i relapsed. After being in a binge for about a month i'm getting sick of porn and the problems it causes for me. It seems now that i only watch porn out of boredom and because i'm lonely i guess. My computer has been strictly tamed for awhile now but i can't seem to stop using my phone as an access point to watch porn. If there is a way to filter phones, i need to find a way ASAP!! It's ruining my life.
Submitted by ibminh on Wed, 2011-11-23 17:04
Hello
I just wanted to introduce myself and share my stories. I’m 22 yrs old male who is currently having ED, could not get hard with a girl and Delayed ejaculation.
Submitted by gary on Tue, 2011-11-01 17:46
Submitted by ShiningLightBulb on Tue, 2011-11-01 11:57
Hello guys and gals, it feels good to finally post something. For the past year or so I have been creeping on you guys and your posts. I have found them highly informative and motivating. Without other people taking the plunge, so to speak, I would never give much thought to how much life and perspective can change once I kick this habit to the curve. So I thank you all for your shared knowledge and applaude you on your quests.
Submitted by The Fonz on Tue, 2011-10-18 09:27
Hey yall,
So I've officially gone 2 days since my last relapse. Man, this addiction has been kicking my ass lately.
But I've re-thought some of my strategies, and I'm feeling a bit more confident that I can have a comeback.
Submitted by lilfer05 on Sun, 2011-10-09 12:19
Today i am getting hammered like crazy with cravings. I don't really know why because i have never had urges this strong before. This past week has been a little rough but i've managed to persevere. I am feeling nervous that i will relapse anytime soon, maybe my brain is screaming at me to stop starving it, 
. I know the urges will pass but this time it feels as if the thought of PMOing is just lingering over me and won't go away.
Submitted by The Fonz on Wed, 2011-10-05 18:34
Hey yall.
So, bad news. I relapsed last night. It was stupid. Sure, there were the cues, there were flashbacks, but, in the end, all it was was me deciding that it would be temporarily fun to do so. An addict engaging in immature addict behaviour
It's night time now, and my fam is watching Survivor as I sit in the back of the room listening to songs on my headphones. I feel pretty much like I've got today in the bag.
Submitted by lilfer05 on Thu, 2011-09-29 08:43
Just checking in to say that I'm starting fresh today. It's been a crazy morning so far (work related) but I feel very energetic. Just got to get past this 1st day hump.
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