Submitted by controle on Tue, 2012-01-17 18:02
I'm gay. I've Just relapsed, yesterday night it occurred also. A friend sent-me a video that I couldn't resist. I was 7 days without porn trying to reboot and then it ocurred. Since early i've been masturbating for guys that I presumed they were impossible to me and my problem is exactly this, my desire is proportional to the "distance" or the "impossibility" to have those guys, hence my desire for heterosexuals and the great stimulus from porn videos.
Submitted by vrabie on Fri, 2011-12-16 00:17
(This post goes into more detail than my last about physical sex acts, for anyone squeamish. I'll try not to be too graphic, though.)
Submitted by vrabie on Mon, 2011-12-12 22:47
My relationship with my husband began in an unusual way. Starting just two days after we met (and immediately fell in love), we started sleeping together, in the literal sense, almost every night. I've always had trouble falling asleep, and was amazed at being able to do so while snuggled up with him, our arms intertwined. That had *never* worked with anyone else. Probably helped that this was the dead of winter 
Submitted by mountaincap on Mon, 2011-11-21 09:30
Hi all
Many thanks for this site Marnia it is an incredible resource and much of what I've resonates with me.
I'd really like to blog about my progress if you could enable me to do so.
So here's where I'm at. I would appreciate any thoughts or comments. This is a long post, but I've a lot to get off my chest so apologies in advance. I am seeing a therapist, but want to journal my progress and thought this site would be an excellent way to do this. Apologies, this post may be fairly crude at points.
Background:
Submitted by getting_my_life_back on Mon, 2011-11-07 18:50
HEY EVERYONE!
I MISS YOU SO MUCH
I have been really really really really really busy in the past year, I am in college right now
I am struggling to get good grades so I can go study in the field I want.
I AM STILL WITH MY GIRLFRIEND!
It will do 2 years this winter.
I am very happy with what I have with her
We are planning for big trip in South America this summer, only with a pack on our backs
The sex with her is really satisfying, I am still struggling with porn addiction though
I'll be posting soon to get you updated, and this time, I am not lying
Seeyah!
Submitted by TheGeneral on Mon, 2011-09-05 16:23
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Submitted by TheGeneral on Sun, 2011-08-28 15:16
I know this is nothing to brag about, but I reached day 4 without one single relapse since. I guess it is a small achievement for me, because before I could not manage even half a day with out relapsing. My HOCD is not getting better because I still get intrusive thoughts. But I dont expect anything in 4 days. Anyways, I am distracting myself as much as possible. I do not research anything about HOCD. And I keep on thinking about the girl I like, which makes me happy and optimistic. So anyways, another reason why I am posting today is because I got an interesting idea.
Submitted by TheGeneral on Sat, 2011-08-27 14:07
Hey everyone,
its day 3, I am doing okay, I still get urges to MB...and it seems like I have mood swings. The OCD is still as strong as ever, I get spikes alot now. But my question is, is there anybody who has a similar story like mine and recovered after rebooting? Feel free to leave me a link. Much Appreciated.
-TheGeneral
Submitted by TheGeneral on Fri, 2011-08-26 08:16
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