Submitted by Coltrane on Sun, 2012-02-05 06:15
I'm not planning to update this blog on a daily basis, but I felt that today was important in tracking my progress. For the first time since starting my reboot, I've felt the beginning of withdrawal symptoms.
Submitted by Gregor on Tue, 2012-01-31 11:54
I can't have any pets because the place where I live is not suitable for them and I wouldn't have enough time for them anyway (job and other activities).
Anyway, I do like cats. If you like cats too and you are currently experiencing PMO withdrawal symptoms like feeling agitated or depressed, then this tip may help you a little bit.
Search for video clips of purring cats on YouTube and listen to them. I have an iPod, so I can lie down and try to relax while listening to and/or watching such a video clip.
Submitted by freedom on Fri, 2012-01-20 12:25
I'm feeling very out of it as if the world is drifting by and I'm watching from some other place. I have much unattended to business that I need to deal with. Yet, I accomplish little these days while the work mounts. Some days I'm not even sure where the day seems to go. This must be withdrawal in some form. It's frustrating. There seems some aspect of seeking and maybe even knowing what I seek, but yet feeling a disconnect between needs and reality. My brain is stuck in seeking mode. It won't move on so I can get work done.
Submitted by bozzi6 on Thu, 2012-01-19 15:19
I'm 19 years old and started PMO at age 12. All the way through middle and high school i've been shy, introverted and suffered social anxiety - I didn't connect to anyone even though deep inside I wanted to make good bonds. I've always thought I was abnormal and blamed it on genetic causes up untill i came across this website.
Submitted by Manwe on Tue, 2011-12-27 07:40
I have been on and off abstinence for a while and I am now coming up to two weeks no pmo again. One of the main reasons I decided to quit pmo was because of my increasing internal aggression and hatred towards other people but especially women. It is not something that I want, in fact I very much want to change, however I find it extremely difficult and doubt whether or not it will ever happen.
Submitted by Anonymous on Fri, 2011-12-09 10:07
I have noticed that ever sense I quit watching TV, I have been on the internet 24/7. Playing online games, and just sitting on here, I remember last year when I went the initial 12 weeks, I was on my web browser just searching stuff, and sitting on the internet wasting my time!! I need to find a solution guys! Why is internet addiction effecting how I act so badly? and what can i do about this guys? I really need ur help on this! I believe I can beat PMO if I stay off the computer.
Submitted by Anonymous on Wed, 2011-12-07 08:00
I just want to update everybody that I had a wet dream today, and my dream was pretty vivid. I was actually watching porn, in my dream, and in my dream I had orgasm, and as soon as I had one, I instantly woke up. The past 2 to 3 days, I have been extra angry with myself, just in general, I don't know if it was my bodies way of releasing stress, but I do need a few hours to calm myself, and return to normal. This is the first sign of progress and I am happy, I binged on chocolates yesterday. I am not sure if this had anything to do with it!
Submitted by Anonymous on Sun, 2011-12-04 10:55
This will not be a long blog, my balls have shrunken so badly, and I just have lack of motivation. Tomorrow is one week P and idk, I don't feel like I have reached a milestone, I am totally flatlining and I just feel like crap, this entire year, I have been unmotivated to get off my ass and do some work. I don't have a job and I haven't been to school all year. I have a couple math classes left before I get my degree at my college, but I don't have the motivation to get up and go to school or be around people.
Submitted by Anonymous on Sat, 2011-12-03 05:18
I usually talk about transmuting with a couple people on this site, but I never made a blog about it. From what I understand, transmutation is the art of taking sexual energy and harnessing it, and using it for other things like, academics or athletic reasons. Pretty much saying, that when one gets horny, they take all that energy and try to convert it (mentally) to do something more productive. There is an old book about it, by a guy named napoleon.
Submitted by Anonymous on Fri, 2011-12-02 12:25
I think it is time and appropriate to not ask anymore questions about sleep or diet at all. All I do is drive myself crazy with all this bs. I think it is time that I follow my own instincts and intuition. All I will be positing from here on out is PMO and PMO related topics. I am sorry to anyone who I bugged with stupid questions, I don't know whats wrong with me, but I need to trust in myself and my decisions, I can't live through everybody's circumstances! I want and will beat PMO, and I will keep everybody informed along the way, and from now on, I will learn to find my own way!
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