emotional withdrawal

Can Somebody help me!! what am I doing wrong??

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OK, So, I feel as If I am going to quit everything under the roof this time.. Since I began this journey, I have quit drinking alcohol, I have recently quit soda, energy drinks, sweets, and now fast food (to an extent).. I don't drink tea or coffee, I am going to start waking up at 8 am every morning, I said fuck the sleeping position crap, and I have decided to sleep how I wanna smiley .. The only websites I visit are REUNITING.info, and I check my email from time to time.

Day 18: emotional rollercoaster

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So yesterday was a tough day. The day started ok, but I became more and more worried as the day passed. I was thinking that I had to break up with my girlfriend and that all my life would crumble if I did. I started to think and got very very sad and depressed. Bad stuff. I thought that what I wanted was to have sex with lots of women, and not being in a commited relationship.

Day 22, Anger and Sadness, trying to keep it together

Still motivated to push through, but I need to vent. I'm feeling lonely, not like I'm isolating myself and feeling lonely but more like I want to go out and socialize with people but I haven't been able to do so. And then I have to hear about what I missed out on. A coworker got three girls numbers, and all that. There's jealousy, because its been 2 years since I've had the type of physical attention, my coworker buddy has been bragging about. I feel trapped in these negative thoughts, thinking will I ever find someone in this small town?

At least 6 months

I have been roughly following the principles in CPA for roughly 6 months.

What a challenging journey its been.

First of all, the world in general is not ready for these ideas. I have encountered skepticism, humor, and downright hostility to the idea that people should make decisions about when they have orgasms. I have been told that I, as a somewhat controlling and occasionally rigid individual, need to think about restricting / controlling my orgasms *last*. This may be true.

i am so alone :(

not much to say really
just am cross at everyonei know. impatient. not feel understood. not knowing where i belong. really. am just terrified and frozen from this. i really feel lost. smiley

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Feedback on slide presentation requested

I have been working on a slide presentation that would give an overview of what we've been learning since Peace Between the Sheets came out.

Before I post it for everyone, I'm asking forum members who have time to have a look and let me know if you think it needs correction.

http://www.reuniting.info/hidden_factor_in_relationship_disharmony_slides

Thanks,
Marnia

Feeling Emotional and off-balance

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I woke up too early - 3 AM. :O Could not go back to sleep. Got online and started looking on this site and also travel sites trying to find a good place to take my wife for her 50th birthday at the end of January. She teaches school and can take a week off so she would like to go to a nice beach front place somewhere warm like the Caribbean or whatever.

An interesting observation...

...possibly further confirming the theory in Peace Between The Sheets.

Since a few months I have a very long-distance relationship (VLDR) with a woman. After getting to know her on a dating website we exchanged emails and chatted for a couple of months, then we met for a short period. During our time together each of us felt that it was worth getting into a relationship and so we did. After that I went back and we have been emailing and chatting for another 4 months now.

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