lovemaking

Now that I have seen both sides

As a single person I always pondered what it was like to be finally rid of mother nature's nagging of go find a female NOW. I experienced that, and I must say it wasn't what I expected. I had a balance, and certainly contentment with what I had, but that was it. Everything was fine, bland, plenty of energy, happy, but bored. I had all the same work load, 40 hour a week job, with cooking and cleaning and maintaining several properties. I did it all, still happy, but just missing that extra push that I had. I didn't crave it, but I did miss it.

I'm sorry that I underestimated you...

That title goes out to my girlfriend. We lay awake talking deep into the night(more like morning). I don't know why but she seemed to have a whole other level of understanding of what I was trying to do last night. Wich led me into sharing more open heartedly all my reasoning behind my motivation for doing so. I even told her about how my body at times(more frequently then I'll ever admit to) wanted me to go out and have sex with other women. And I explained how this was not what I really wanted but a function of my primitive mind.

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