Submitted by Coltrane on Sat, 2012-02-11 04:05
I'm glad i've made it this far. Still no true reaction from my penis, sprouted a random semi-hard one in class the other day, but nothing to celebrate over. I've read posts talking about how just the sight of a girl made some guys hard... still hasn't happened to me, although I guess it's just the pace of my reboot. I think I'm at a flatline without ever experiencing any highs at the beginning of the process, as if my sexuality just doesn't even exist.
Submitted by Zia on Sun, 2012-01-22 23:44
I had an interesting experience last night. I went out with a new friend, someone I know casually. There were supposed to be others there, but it ended up being the two of us and it started to feel like a date.
Submitted by bozzi6 on Thu, 2012-01-19 16:50
After 10 days up untill day 11 (had a wet dream), I think I felt some slight sexual megnetism.
Initially i've been feeling down alot due to withdrawal symptoms because of the quit. However, as days went by my confidence and social awareness has been increasing for the first time in years especially at its peak (day 10) I was amazed of the feeling. Unfortunatly that night I had a wet dream and have been feeling withdrawal symptoms yet again on day 11 
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So my question is... Is this feeling of overwhelming confidence and security the glimpse of sexual magnetism?
Submitted by MexicanTexican on Sat, 2011-11-26 18:22
So this past Thanksgiving I spent the night at my cousin's ranch and spent the day with my immediate + extended family. Played some beer pong, ate a bunch of stuffing, normal stuff.
At around 3:30 that morning, a couple of my male cousins and I were sleeping in the living room after having spent the entire night playing Halo: Reach. I was a little tipsy after drinking some whiskey that I stole from my Grandpa the day before, so I was being a little more open that I usually would be with one of my older cousins who was still awake.
Submitted by StartingOver on Mon, 2011-11-07 07:18
This morning while getting my coffee I noticed a woman who works in my office...the way she walked and was dressed just screamed sex to me. I started getting feelings in my stomach and down there. At first I rejected it. But then later I realized I rejected it because the last time I had that feeling was when I looked at porn. But then I got happy because that feeling came from seeing a real live woman! And it meant I was ATTRACTED TO HER! Last time I felt that was maybe high school.
Submitted by freedom on Sat, 2011-10-29 18:37
The tangent: For whatever reason, genuineness resonates with me, in some sense more than authenticity. I’m not entirely sure what the difference is. Authenticity might denote a correctness that genuineness doesn’t require. Genuineness can denote notions of pure bred. Pureness seems less off-putting than correctness. In this context, pureness means pure among oneself, i.e., the supremacy of the self with respect to the self. It’s splitting hairs, but whatever works for each individual I guess.
Submitted by TheGeneral on Mon, 2011-09-05 16:23
Submitted by TheGeneral on Sun, 2011-08-28 15:16
I know this is nothing to brag about, but I reached day 4 without one single relapse since. I guess it is a small achievement for me, because before I could not manage even half a day with out relapsing. My HOCD is not getting better because I still get intrusive thoughts. But I dont expect anything in 4 days. Anyways, I am distracting myself as much as possible. I do not research anything about HOCD. And I keep on thinking about the girl I like, which makes me happy and optimistic. So anyways, another reason why I am posting today is because I got an interesting idea.
Submitted by TheGeneral on Fri, 2011-08-26 08:16
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