Submitted by pennylane on Thu, 2009-11-05 22:43
All that stuff I wrote the other day about focusing on spiritual growth and just letting go of the desire to find a partner, well it all sounds really good, but I don't think it is all that easy to do. I want to release feelings of neediness and desperation that seem to accompany my relationships with men I am attracted to, not necessarily the attraction that I feel towards men. I don't really think that I act desperate or needy with them, it is mostly kept inside, but I'm sure that it is recognized on some unconscious level.
