female and beauty

Capping Off 3 Weeks Of Recovery

3 weeks now since I gave up the masturbation, orgasms, and porn. This is the longest I have gone without an orgasm in probably 10 years. The old habit feels less familiar and more 'strange and abnormal' every week. Good riddance!

No lapses to report, although I think I did finally have one of the dream orgasms everyone is talking about. Huzzah! Or, maybe not. It was only in my head (not 'real') and it did not feel very intense, either. More like an unusually vivid memory rather than an actual experience. If it was really just a memory, I hope it will fade in time.

"Hymn to the Eternal Female" by Teilhard de Chardin

(this is an English translation of a German translation of an original French wroting by de Chardin)

I appeared from the beginning of the world.

Everything in the Universe is a work of unification and fertilization - occurring through the gathering of the elements, who look for each other, melt together two by two and are thus reborn in a third. (...)

I am the uniting face of all existence - I am the god scent, attracting them in freedom and passion on the path to their union and to Myself.

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