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Finally Feel Like I Have Been Thrown A Life Vest

I couldn't be happier to be here.

I've spent most of the past 20-some years dealing with the shame and addiction of pornography. The feeling that the problem was somehow only yours...a secret shame that you couldn't disclose to anyone, lest they think less of you. As time went on, it devolved into even more kinky porn, driving my despair and shame even deeper. It led me to continual movements into depression, out, back in, etc. I was moody, socially awkward, and worst of all, had a sinking feeling like my life was gone from me forever

Reasons to be cheerful...

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If I have really beaten my addiction to porn and sex with prostitutes how will this Benefit me?
I can think of a number if ways.
firstly financially I won't be spending about £200 on porno and prostitutes every month, We'll be £2000 at least better off every year.
I won't feel so compelled to masturbate all the time. I Should have more free time and more energy.
I won't have the mood changes brought about by changes in my dopamine levels.
my partner will feel more attractive.
we can try karezza end feel closer. We can stimulate oxytocin production and be more happy.

Today I Make My Resolution!

I just recently hit my first set goal of 15 days without porn/ejaculation.
After I blogged about my success, Hotspring asked me what my next goals are, and I thought, "how appropriate." It is kind of that time of year anyways. Welcome 2009! I predict a year of personal growth, development, change, newness, and hope!

So lets hear 'em... Goals, New Years Resolutions, Hopes, Dreams, Aspirations, Lofty Aims, Simple Edicts, whatever you want to share.

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