self concept

day 10, bored, dulled, but "its like that and its just the way it is."

this is day 10, well now I am really counting the days of abstincence 2 or 3 times day Smiling

I am still faithful to my promise.

Instead of surfing the net and ending up at porn sites - I end up only surfing the net until I get seriously bored. last sunday i found so dull and unexciting that i caught myself taking a nap of 2 hours in the afternoon. Life is a bit more dry because the emotional excitement is not there, the excitement i usually got from jacking off.

I constantly forget why i started the abstinence in the first place. my mind says "useless, useless exercise".

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