Submitted by freedom on Tue, 2011-03-29 20:24
I've been bothered by this for a while. I thought I posted about this before, but I can't find it. It's philosophical and perhaps there is no one answer. It seems the whole world is happiness obsessed. But perhaps I don't get it and someone can enlighten me.
Submitted by DJax on Tue, 2009-04-07 09:08
this is day 10, well now I am really counting the days of abstincence 2 or 3 times day 
I am still faithful to my promise.
Instead of surfing the net and ending up at porn sites - I end up only surfing the net until I get seriously bored. last sunday i found so dull and unexciting that i caught myself taking a nap of 2 hours in the afternoon. Life is a bit more dry because the emotional excitement is not there, the excitement i usually got from jacking off.
I constantly forget why i started the abstinence in the first place. my mind says "useless, useless exercise".
