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Day 2. Woke up early for no particular reason and despite having had troubles falling asleep last night. Got angry at my mother for no particular reason but for the need to stay alone a bit in the morning doing daily pc chores. It didn't happen for a long time and it could be connected to an extremely harsh workout I did yesterday's afternoon that left me totally exhausted to the point that I had to take a nap.
Of course exercising is very good but in me also generates an hornyness that it's hard to leave unnoticed. Didn't have any urge to go back to porn though (yet)

I am sorry I wrote a nasty, angry, and negative post. This place is always positive and helpful. I do not think I need to bring negative energy here so I think I will move on rather than disrupt things.

thanks again

I hope everyone else finds what they need here and gets to where they want to be.

Last month, I was walking through the park and saw many families and friends enjoying the ease of a sunny afternoon. The picnic tables were scattered beneath the spreading arms of a stand of oak trees. Food was sizzling on the grills. There was laughter. Children ran rampant. I noticed one boy who was just slightly larger than the rest in his group getting a little rough with one of the other boys. Soon they were rolling on the grass in an all-out fight. An adult saw the conflict and broke them apart.

"We were just playing," the boys told her.

I have seen a guy with 4 girls walking on the street, he did with them what he wanted, and all of them where laughing, giving him favors - everything I can only dream about. My achievement is smile, or 1 minute talk - no matter what I do girls are running away sooner or later. I am tired to find out why, and find the solution. Recently I told my friend to get out of the flat - and I am happy, feel emotional better - it was the thing I have never did before. You know, After I have seen the guy with girls my emotions were completely crashed.