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Step 4 has ended and now I've passed day 1 of Step 5.

My wife, now 8 months pregnant, looked particularly appealing to me this morning. I like her curviness, and I think carrying the baby around has toned her legs. I told her: "Hey honey, it is day 21". This was our previous goal. I haven't had an O in three weeks now, and I think she likely goes back farther than that, albeit for different reasons. Her response: "Oh my goodness!" For good reason, I think her focus has been on other things.

I appreciate everyone's timely encouragement, which is likely helping prevent a relapse. 8 days as of today 7/8/2009. No masturbating, no touching for me since June 30, 2009!