Have not checked in for a bit. Been a very stressful weekend. Changes to our living arrangements are coming soon and though I am not consiously upset about it - I've accepted it and I thought I was at peace with it - I am having a hard time with anxiety and sleep.
I have slipped again. No orgasms but visual slipping. I don't feel good. I feel anxious and underlying I feel guilty and like I let myself down.
I know I can pick myself up and dust me off but it does not feel good.