The Backlash

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This morning, before noon, I was experiencing a real sense of euphoria: I was singing in my car, the sun was shining, I was laughing with the jokes on the radio... I also felt very energetic and I was being productive, efficient... I felt like a ninja! Wink

However, as I said in my last post, I knew this was a typical phase and that the backlash would come. It did come but, because I was prepared, it wasn't a disastrous one. I did not fall of the wagon. It wasn't even that I was being tempted, it was just that I had a real downturn in my mood and energy levels in the afternoon. By the time I got home from work I felt normal again.

I'm sure this has to be related to the no-PMO thing. I feel like my hormones are all over the place, like I'm sixteen again...Maybe that's what this is: Puberty at 25. Learning to deal with your hormones and sexual urges WITHOUT numbing them down through porn.