... and I was wrong. Big time. The gradual approach strategy back-fired. As I said, I tried to MO only once a week, and I had decided that sunday was the perfect day for some 'relaxation'. However, saterday I started feeling turned on. So I though, why not make it saterday instead of sunday? It's probably the chronicle of a death foretold, as my friend Gabriel would say, but soon the chaser-effect got to me. Big time.
It has been a while since I binged this hard... Not only in terms of porn use but also in my eating. In the past, these two went hand in hand: Watching series (often with a hangover), binging on take-away food and watching porn. However, in the past, I've been able to control these food-binges. Sadly, this weekend it all came back.
Clearly, I am not ready for the gradual approach. Maybe some people can handle it but I am just not one of them. So I guess there is only one conclusion: back to no-PMO. Cause, as my friend Winston would say, success consists of going from failure to failure without loss of enthousiasm.
But what does he know...