After 26 days no PMO I fucked up

Submitted by abstinencefor90days on
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Yep. After 26 days I woke up with morning wood yesterday and decided to "test" my self bad idea. Ended up MO ing. Did it again two times that night and once again today.

I am now starting over but this time will avoid fantasies which I think was the reason I mest up at the beginning and excessively checking out girls.

I really need these 90 days to heal. I am glad I stayed away from porn though I was close.

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That's a tricky time

The 25 day mark is a weird mark. I haven't been able to go more than 34 days no P in this whole recovery, day 25 is tomorrow for me.

"Testing yourself" is classic addict brain talk. Just ignore it next time, your brain is healing. Be strong!